Having cigarettes .
MP3 on .
Listening to some kind of lullaby .
Its 3 am .
And i cant sleep .


Hey ekaa , the time you read this entry , im probably not the old me anymore . Sayangg , how i miss to be with you . Everyday my life is a goddamn marathon without you . How having you right by my side is my favourite moment . How having those kiss under the moonlight i miss the most . How holding your hand and fill the gaps is my favourite scene . How telling everyone you're mine is my best feeling .
Take a deep breath .......
I love you too much sayang . Too much . Sometimes i felt like want to cry for missing you too much . It hurts me . I wonder if you ever think about me like i do . Yes , i couldnt stop thinking about you . You're the one im happy with . It seems like how many time we argue pr get fight , still you're the one im looking for , so please , appreciate me while you still can. I love you , very much :')